The Bread Crumbs of My Motherhood

The bread crumbs of my motherhood

In traveling through life often times one see clues or signs to follow, giving direction to lead them down a path or journey ending at a certain destination. The clues and signs can be of any nature. When given or seeing evidence of clues or sings one must ask what are the signs, what are they trying to tell me and where do they lead to. Signs or clues can be indications of a myriad of things in life who am I or who am I to become. What is my purpose or what is my destiny. What is and where is my destination taking me on my journey through this life. These question that comes from the signs and clues we are given along our travels and journey through life are similar in nature and relevance to the questions that I have found in my journey as a mommy. I have asked myself who am I as the mommy of my babies. What is my purpose, mission or goal as my babies mommy. Ultimately where do I want my journey through motherhood as a mommy lead and take me, my precious babies and family.

In my journeying through motherhood I see daily clues and signs that point to my journey as a mommy of two beautiful precious sweet babies. I see a trail of socks, coats and shoes that my sweet babies have left for me to pick up. I see the path of toy pieces in the floor and up down the stairs of dolls, doll pieces, legos, trains, dinosaurs, books and any and every assortment of evidence of my babies playing. I hear the trail of the sounds of their petter pattering of their feet, their giggles, laughs and voices saying sweet things. I see the messy assorted trail of dropped crumbs in and on my kitchen floor. I see the messy sweet tiny hand prints on the mirrors or windows. I see the rearranged books and dvd on the shelves. I se the taller pile of dirty dishes in my sink. I see the bigger and taller heap of dirty clothes to be washed in my laundry room. At first glance one might could see is more and more work or chores to be done. One would see the evidence of that truthfully I’m not a perfect or even the best housekeeper in the world and in desperate need of a maid. In seeing this evidence I feel that for me I can get distracted by the clues and sings of my journey and path. I wish not to be bogged down in the daily frustation and annoyance of the daily work or chores of being a mommy created by and come from these trails of clues and signs of my motherhood. Though I as a mommy of my two sweet, precious babies I wish not for my destination to be clouded by the clues and signs that are in front of that might could cause me to detour as a mommy. I wish not to be distracted from my focus as mommy and treasure and cherish these sweet precious and priceless gifts and blessing of my sweet precious babies that I’m most blessed and fortunate to have been given, to have and to to be a mommy too.

In following the path and journey though my motherhood personally I feel that when I see such clues and signs that gives evidence to if there are dirty dishes that proves I feed my family. A full trash can proves I clean up after their mess. Messy floors proves that I let my babies have fun and play. The piles of clean laundry proves I keep my family in washed and cleaned clothes. My wet bathroom floor proves I bath my children. Moreover in continuing on my journey through motherhood I have to answer these question for myself, my babies and my family. When seeing the clues and signs of my journey as a mommy what is the message in the clues and where do my these signs leading me to as a mommy. Also in motherhood I feel I and we as mommies have much control over where are journey as mommies leads us and where our ultimate destination is as mommies for us, our babies and families.

In choosing and deciding my own destination as a mommy and on my journey through motherhood I have asked myself who am I as the mommy of my babies. What is my purpose, mission or goal as my babies mommy. Ultimately where do I want my journey through motherhood as a mommy lead and take me, my precious babies and family. For me, my babies and family I wish to journey down the path of knowing that, while I’m not perfect and my house may be messy, my babies and family I have feed, clothed, bathed and cleaned up after my family. I have washed their clothes and enjoyed my babies playing, having fun and being kids and thus being the best mommy I can for my babies and family. I desire to follow the path that will let me built a strong foundation of my house of cards of my motherhood for my babies and family. I desire and strive to build my house of cards of motherhood upon kindness, patience, faith, strength, independence, determination, preservance, hard work, forgiveness, beauty, confidence, courage, respect and love. Let this be the evidence of my path as a mommy that I followed through my journey as a mommy and that my babies can follow through their own journeys through life. May we as mommies always take our sips, breaths and going forward striving and desiring to follow our own chosen and designed path for our babies and families.

About Heartfelt Meditations

I am a published author and was published in 2011. My passions in writing involves my journey through motherhood, my faith and my love for America and our history. I live in Louisiana bur am from Texas.
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